Seriously. Just Damn.

7:41am.. Email to the blackberry from my manager. Message reads. Anyone awake yet? 8:01am , call to my personal cell from manager.. blah blah blah do this do that.. my reply.. ok I'll handle it first thing when I get in.. I'm on the road right now and on my way.

Normal start time 8:30am.

I am clearly stating for the record that I hate working on projects that deal with people who are lazy or don't do their job correctly causing everyone else involved with the project to have to put in even more time and effort thereby raising their stress levels even higher... I feel like a cross between Tweak and the goth kid from South Park right now.
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Plumb- Damaged

Dreaming comes so easily
'Cause it's all that
I've ever know
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so
How would I know
I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things
That I wanted to say
And you can't take back
What you've taken away
'Cause I feel you,
I feel you near me

Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as
I'm sure you know

There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
Forgiveness for a man
Who was stronger
I was just a little girl, but
I can't go back
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I like that song at the same time.. it kind of makes me think of other bad things.. hrm.. damn good job playlist on random. GAH.