Fort Minor - Believe Me (Gundam Wing amv)

Don't Hate Just Because it's to Late

One Republic - Apologize

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

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On a lighter note the hotness.. Don't Hate the French Fries (hahahaha)

Oh and

Also I went to see Hitman the other night.. entertaining flick if you like that kind of movie, could have used a little more backstory though.

But anyway.. there was a preview for.. get this.. a new Rambo movie. Wow. Sylvester freakin Stallone is gonna be making Rambo 3000 one day after he's done with Rocky 2022. But in the preview there was this cheese ass line that he says that I don't want to admit liking but he says, "Live for nothing or die for something, it's your choice." Ya know.. that's probably the one line of dialogue that the writers of that movie were like.. thats gold baby that's gold!

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Of course it probably doesn't live up to Live Free or Die Hard's "You just killed a helicopter with a car."

The story so far

I watched Cruel Intentions the other night because I couldn't sleep. Haven't watched it in awhile and I have to say it was done pretty well, the remake I mean.

So I'm still waiting for the state to send me back my certs so I can get to this whole working thing.

The general plan is this.

I've collected my various transcripts from the colleges I've been to and setup an appointment with a counselor type at a college close to me here.

When I get my stuff back from the state and get my PERC card I can hook up with a security company who'll give me an FAC card as well. All these damn cards.. seriously.

Anyway.. I do that for a little bit while I go back to this whole college thing at the same time. After doing armed security for a bit and getting some experience, try to get into a part time police type thing. (There's an academy and everything).

So do the police thing for a bit. Hopefully finish school at some point. At then my experience and stuff on paper = Over ten years in computers.. experience in armed security.. experience in law enforcemnet which hopefully leads to a cyber-crimes type of job.. Neat.

So... the plan is there now it's just going to take time and effort and well. more time. Hopefully I don't go insane or get shot before all that works itself out.

But yeah... that's that.

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Counting Crows - Colorblind

I am colorblind,
Coffee black and egg white.
Pull me out from inside.
I am ready.
I am ready.
I am ready.
I am
Taffy stuck, tongue tied,
Stuttered shook and uptight.
Pull me out from inside.
I am ready.
I am ready.
I am ready.
I am...fine.
I am covered in skin.
No one gets to come in.
Pull me out from inside.
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding.
I am,
colorblind,
Coffee black and egg white.
Pull me out from inside.
I am ready.
I am ready.
I am ready.
I am...fine.
I am.... fine.
I am fine

Feel the drum beating...

Hotness

If you have the chance to go see TAO. They freaking rock... think blue man group.. now make them Japanese.. and then.. not blue.. Not as.. hrm.. artsy as blue man group but still the show itself rocks much.

That's pretty much all I have to say about anything right now.

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Tur what?

Turducken...

What the hell is Turducken?

Yeah.. f that.. pass the




Happy Thanksgiving or whatever.

- D -

Gray

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"The good thing about when you feel like you have nothing, it just means that there's only everything to gain."

"Where'd you get that from a fortune cookie?"

"No from some optimistic emo kid."

Well that's kind of an oxymoron isn't it?"

"Sure but who knows where you'll pick up little bits of knowledge from."

"So you're learning stuff from emo kids nowadays? And who says a college degree is needed get a job nowadays?"

"I hate you.."

"See now THAT sounds like something you'd hear from an emo kid."

"You want to hear something emo like? First off.. what the hell is this emo crap anyway.. emo is like the diet coke of goth."

"Just one calorie? Not even enough?"

"Damn straight. Seriously though... I hate the holiday season it's all marketing bullshit."

"So you don't want this Playstation 3 package with blue ray dvds from Best Buy?"

"Well.. I didn't say that but come on. Thanksgiving? So we're celebrating the murder of Native Americans pretty much?"

"Naw man you're thinking to deep into it. It's not so much about celebrating that it's more about just getting together with family and friends and having a nice dinner."

"You know.. you can do that anytime of the year and it doesn't have to be a holiday."

"Ok.. fair enough but still I don't mind the big ol turkey dinner with stuffing and all the trimmings especially cranberry from a can mmm that's good stuff."

"Dim sum."

"Sorry, what?"

"Dum sum.. that's what I'll get for Thanksgiving... or maybe pizza."

"Not so much for tradition are you?"

"Just because other people have been force fed the idea of what Thanksgiving dinner is supposed to be doesn't mean I have to follow it, sides if I want craberry in a can I'll run out to the store and buy a can or three."

"You're so jaded."

"Perhaps.. but at least I won't be hungry."

"What about Christmas? Don't like that either? Valentine's Day? Shit, Martin Luther King Jr. Day?"

"I think the only holiday I like is Memorial day or Labor day actually and even that's stretching it. Hell, over half the people that celebrate Christmas don't go to church or even care about the reasonings behind it. I once heard someone ask why all the Christmas carols sounded so religous."

"Hahaha ok.. that's kind of amusing. So are you saying that people who celebrate any holiday should only do so if they know the meaning of it?"

"No not really. I think it's more I'd prefer if people were sincere about it and be honest about why they're getting together or giving presents and being nice, and again that whole not having to just be one day out of the year because it's a so called holiday."

"Next thing you'll tell me is that you'll believe that you think all people are inherently good."

"As much as I'd like that to be true, not really there's alot of assholes out there."

"You know.. talking to you gives me a headache sometimes."

"If it makes you feel any better, it's a pain trying to explain myself to you."

"It is, it means I dont have to suffer alone."

"Well.. it's been a nice chat but I have to be going."

"That's cool, when you leave can you be sure to turn off the light?"

"See.. that's why you're the black one always staying in the dark."

"Uh huh, sometimes I think that the black spot on you is bigger than you make it appear to be."

"That's just the way it goes."

"Again with the fortune cookies!."

"Later."

"Or sooner than you think."

"Touche."