Watch me jump like a candle

Song currently on repeat: Coldplay - Talk

It's 8am and I think I'm going to go to sleep soon.. then I'll wake up and go work out since I'm not all that sore anymore so it means I'm not pushing hard enough...

Yesterday while I was sleeping the day away I dreamt of someone I used to know and always felt that I 'failed to save'. Sure it's not my job to save people but I always felt like I could have done more so they could have had a better life. I talked with my sister about my whole wanting to become a cop thing and she had made a comment to the effect of.. 'well with the way our family is it's not suprising that you and I have that whole wanting to protect people thing'. I thought about it, and it makes alot of sense. Also after speaking to Joan's parents it makes me want to pursue this law enforcement thing even more if anything so I could be a positive influence on someone's life someday.

Took Vanilla Pressley to the casino last night hehe.. we failed to win but hey what can you do. He lives way out there from where I'm at right now and on the way home I took the extended remix route and ended up driving for a couple of extra.. hours.. good thing I found a gas station. Gave me some time to think about things though so thanks for that.

Going to get some sleep.. then must go work out hard enough to be more sore.. yes.

It's interesting how some dreams you have you remember as vivid as your most detailed memory. There was that one I had where I was dying and Sakura was there telling me that I'd done enough. Yeah.. I should write out that scene some day. I've been slacking on writing and putting the ideas in my head down on paper. I still have to meet with that screenwriter friend to.. damn. For someone that has nothing to do right now, I feel like there's not enough time to get stuff done.. silly isn't it?

And where the hell is my foid card?! Stupid Illinois government offices taking so long to get stuff done.. bastards!

Another youtube vlogger I've been following hehe Happy Slip. She looks like a younger Lexa Doig who isn't that old herself I guess either. Via Happy Slip though I found this artist who sounds alot like an Asian Jack Johnson. Check out Josh Verdes he's pretty good very chill.. yes.

G'night.

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