Job update

Daaaaaaamn you got knocked the 'F' out...

Yeah.. so last day at this job will be September 28th..

Not to sure what I'm going to do yet.. still want to go
overseas for a little bit... do some volunteer work etc.
Feel like I need to clean out my soul a bit and do something
good for the world. Heh.



Yes its an FF video.. what can you do. I find it amusing
this is now the theme song to my life until my last day
at this company.

- D -

Can't forget bout X and X-2

Sniff.. so sad...

Gimme the cassshhh

So.. I'm hoping I do get laid off and given a sev package.

The plan so far if this happens.

1. Habitat for Humanity in Thailand. (1 mth)

2. Travel around random destinations (Romania, Bali, Japan, Taiwan, London, Greece, France) Ok maybe I wouldn't hit those all in one month but you get the idea.. I want to travel a bit. (1 mth)

3. Come back decide if I want to stay in state or not. If not, decide where to go and deal with all the details involved.

4. Find new job that pays the same I'm getting now if not more. (wishful thinking?)

5. Get new job. Adapt. Laugh like the guy from the 7-up commercial back in the day.

- D -

I am however resigned to the idea that because I WANT to be laid off and given the package, I probably instead will be offered a position I don't want and not get the package. Cynical? Pessimistic? Na.. just as always hoping for the best, expecting the worst.

When I was a young boy...

My Chemical Romance - Welcome to the Black Parade.. Final Fantasy style.. nice.

Life's a journey not a destination

Cmon.. ninjas.. anime girls.. video games.. Aerosmith.

Cloud! Tifa!

Why am I just posting videos? I dunno.. it's amusing I guess and so I can just come here to watch it later instead of looking it up again.

Youtube is getting sued. Boo. Stupid people.

Anyway.. this song fits well with the way this video is edited hahaha.

Each and Every Word

Ah.. good times.

Look in the mirror

Mirrormask

The song from the movie was in my head cuz it sounds semi creepy yet cool.. yes.

- D -

Like walking on train tracks

Have Gun Will Travel reads the card of a man.
A knight without armor in a savage land.

His fast gun for hire heeds the calling wind.
A soldier of fortune is the man called Paladin.

Paladin, Paladin Where do you roam?
Paladin, Paladin, Far, far from home.

He travels on to wherever he must
A chess knight of silver is his badge of trust

There are campfire legends that the trailmen spin
Of the man with the gun
Of the man called Paladin

Paladin Paladin Where do you roam?
Paladin Paladin Far, far from home
Far from home. Far from home.

If I leave here tomorrow

I'll never understand why it seems that in our most confused sleep deprived states, we can have our deepest moments of clarity and soul searching. I think it may have to do with the fact that it's more of our subconscious thinking than our conscious mind allowing us to not be hindered by our inhibitions or fears. How's that for some deep thoughts?

I dunno why but I've been digging on Freebird lately. Maybe it's the words or maybe it was a past life as a hippy. I'm not sure though. If I had a choice back in the day between being a hippy or a slacker 'greaser' / biker type it'd be tough. I think those thoughts were generated by watching a Back to the Future marathon last weekend.

Sat and Sun (Yesterday and the day before) I spent random hours sleeping and my sleep schedule is pretty screwed right now. Had a disturbing nightmare though on Sunday morning / afternoon where I was being attacked by a cross of the wraith prison guard things from Harry Potter and the riders from Lord of the Rings. It was pretty disturbing. Black shadowy figures with bright white faces.. well not really faces but circles in the hood with bright light. Basically I would stand in a room then suddenly it would get really dark and I'd squint and not be able to see anything. Then the creature would appear and would get really bright and I'd feel this pressure on my chest. Haruka was in the dream to and I remember asking her if it was dark but she didn't see anything out of the ordinary. It was pretty stressful and I so didn't wake up rested. Meh.. for all I know the pressure on my chest was a cat sleeping on my chest... what.. its a big cat..

At least after work today I'll finally get the tire on my car fixed. Got alot of stuff I need to do. Clean the apartment. Get caught up on my credit cards.. well at least get the process of getting that 'set up' and cleaned up. That's gonna suck.

Freebird - Lynyrd Skynyrd